to my char

If i've sent this to you then it means this is my final message to you
im writing this in advance so i dont know why it is but i just want to say that whatever has happened i dont hate you im not ever going to be able to hate you
you were the best thing to happen to me and im sorry that i had to end it this way
im sorry i wasnt better for you or the right person for you
im sorry i was so lustful i hate that i was like that it makes me rly sick so i cant imagine how it made you feel
im sorry we argued so much sorry i couldnt understand you
im so sorry we dont talk as much anymore its the worst feeling in the world
and it will be the worst feeling in the world when i send this message
because then ill know it is the end
i just wanted you to know that i loved you with all of my heart
you meant everything to me
i wish i didnt have to do this i wish we were still as we were because i was so so happy
you made me feel so wanted and loved i dont think id felt that much before
i hope i did to you too
all i wanted to do was make you feel happy and loved
but its probably my fault that we're here
so i just wanted to say thank you for everything
i hope you have a wonderful life
ill let you go now
goodbye darling
i love you
owen